right now, i just really want to take a rest…to relax and to think. to be with myself and reflect. life has been fast paced lately, a little bit too fast that i just want it stop so i can absorb what’s going on around me. i’m tired. i’m exhausted. and i’m stressed. to top it all off, i caught a cold and i ate too much krispy kreme so my throat kinda hurts. i’m tired of playing catch-up with the world. can you slow it down please? i just want to have a really long weekend. and i want my mom to come back and take care of me. i miss her. i miss my family. i just want to have a few days wherein i can sleep 10 hours, not clean up after myself, not worry about an upcoming deadline and to do what i want to do. i want to run around on an open field. i miss softball training. i want to learn to play soccer. i miss driving around. i miss singing alone in the car. i want…i miss…gaaaah. i’m being a brat. but who frickin cares.
*i have long lost the discipline/self-control that would enable me to sleep early on the night before a free day.
*we watched the fallout boy concert and pete wentz was so hot.
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