darn it. this blog is turning into a compilation of some of my most pathetic thoughts. but what the heck. it is what it is.
backgrounder: i went on a blogging frenzy more than a year ago when i FINALLY got over someone. and then, i liked someone else, and so probably the object of the many ‘things i could not say to you, but i’d rather announce to the world’ posts here is probably you. you, who will probably not read this, that is why i’m so confident at posting these things. (:P) i’m chicken, dba?
the way i see it there are two things that can be done:
1. kill all hope in me for you. - giving up
2. fighting for you.
you know, curiousity got the better of me tonight. and i followed on a previous hunch. and i found her. and really there’s nothing wrong with you liking her, because i did push you away so many times, and i did realize LATE that you were the reason why i was smiling all those times.
i’ve always gone after the things i wanted. i want to fight. you’ve got to gamble to win something right?
but my brain is telling me to give up. what’s the point, when in the end, you’re going in different directions anyway? sabi nga ni bob ong, wag mong hawakan ang alam mong bibitawan mo lang.
(please, please give me a reason to fight.)
backgrounder: i went on a blogging frenzy more than a year ago when i FINALLY got over someone. and then, i liked someone else, and so probably the object of the many ‘things i could not say to you, but i’d rather announce to the world’ posts here is probably you. you, who will probably not read this, that is why i’m so confident at posting these things. (:P) i’m chicken, dba?
the way i see it there are two things that can be done:
1. kill all hope in me for you. - giving up
2. fighting for you.
you know, curiousity got the better of me tonight. and i followed on a previous hunch. and i found her. and really there’s nothing wrong with you liking her, because i did push you away so many times, and i did realize LATE that you were the reason why i was smiling all those times.
i’ve always gone after the things i wanted. i want to fight. you’ve got to gamble to win something right?
but my brain is telling me to give up. what’s the point, when in the end, you’re going in different directions anyway? sabi nga ni bob ong, wag mong hawakan ang alam mong bibitawan mo lang.
(please, please give me a reason to fight.)
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