two nights ago, i wanted so much to write. writing has become my creative outlet…an old passion that i rediscovered. however, circumstances prevented me from accessing my computer last monday, and now that i have the time and the ‘crisis’ is over, i can’t seem to express my thoughts and feelings into writing very well. so bear with me.
back to monday. last monday we had a crisis. and though i know i know a lot of people who i can depend on for comfort, i found myself missing him…but not really missing him, and i’m not just saying that for my pride’s sake. i think i miss confiding in someone who i felt strongly for and whose words always made me feel better. he WAS that in my life. WAS. past tense. no longer. i don’t want him back. i don’t. i really don’t. i’m done with that. it’s just that…i just miss the feeling and comfort…but i’ve realized that despite being someone who i really cared for, he was probably the one who treated me the worst. and that’s why i’m done. that’s why i’m never going back there. i’ve made my mind up.
by the way, i am so thankful for my friends and family. they’re the best.
vaneng, thanks for listening to me last monday night.
darling, i miss you. come here already!
mami, i hope you’re fine.
mica, thanks for the concern.
taf, yes let’s drink. i can’t wait.
james, i’m sorry for being so moody. but you enjoy my moodiness anyway. =P
myo, haha. stupid crisis. may they never find out.
mom and dad, i love you.
You, i trust you.
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*** stupid idea. enough said.
*** good riddance.
**** did not reply. wah!
***** friend?
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*** stupid idea. enough said.
*** good riddance.
**** did not reply. wah!
***** friend?
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August 15th, 2007 at 7:53 am
August 15th, 2007 at 8:05 am