i’m blogging! (posted: Tuesday, August 7th, 2007)

okay. i have turned psycho. i’m worried now. i just spent my evening reading someone’s friendster blog…i haven’t finished reading all of it yet. maybe tomorrow, or the day after. all that reading made me want to write. hehe. i wish i could express my feelings and thoughts in writing as well as that person. that person who doesn’t know me. but who i know. sort of. the person who i think i have come to admire because that person is in a state of happiness that i wish i were in. *sigh* don’t get me wrong though. i never lied when i said i was happy. i am happy. (*smile*) but that person is happy at a different level. and i find myself thinking…one day, i’ll be happy like that person is happy. one day…one day…
i hope i don’t freak people out. haha. i’m not stalking. really. =P

i’m off to bed in a while. i haven’t been replying to people’s ym messages. i got absorbed. sorry. =)