if i fell in love with you. =) (posted: Wednesday, February 27th, 2008)

have you noticed? i don’t want to be without you yet. stick around, keep me company. =)

“Why?”

“I fell in love with him.”

“I can see that, but why? What does he have that I don’t?”

“He’s there for me. He promised to be there for me. He’s
committed to me, something you refused to do.”

“I was there for you. I never made any promises, but I was
still there.”

“Yes you were.”

He looked thoughtful, a small crease on his forehead.

“What if I commit to you? Would you leave him and come back
to me? I gave you everything you wanted, didn’t I? You were happy with me, you
told me. I’ll commit to you, make it official like you always wanted….please…”

“It’s not that simple…and that’s not what I want anymore…you’re
not who I want anymore…I loved you. I loved you for so long…but then I realized
that I can’t keep on waiting for you to come around. I can’t keep on holding on
to an uncertainty. And here comes someone who’s wonderful and who wants to be
with me, and who I also want to be with. He makes me feel secure and I’m in
love with him.”

“You were my only one, you know.”

“I know.”

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badz nacua: hmmm
badz nacua: not exactly
taf: sakita ana badz oi
taf: where’d you get dat?
taf: sakit akong gi basa

…

taf: hahhaha
taf: naka paminaw na ka atong if i fell in love with you?
taf: it’s like a song for you gyd
taf: kanang naa kay kantahan nga laki ato
taf: paminawa
taf: hahahah
badz nacua: kinsa ga sing?
badz nacua: aaah ang beatles?
taf: yeah
taf: hahaha
taf: paminawa
badz nacua: sigurista
badz nacua: hahaha

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If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
’cause I’ve been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than (him)
If I trust in you, oh please
Don’t run and hide
If I love you too, oh please
Don’t hurt my pride like (him)
’cause I couldn’t stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain
So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that (he) will cry
When (he) learns we are two
cause I couldn’t stand the pain
and I would be sad if our new love was in vain
so I hope you see that I
would love to love you
and that (he) will cry when (he) learns we are two.
If I fell in love with you
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i slept around 430 am today, and i woke up around 730am. i hope that that will somehow explain the above. =P. haha