sweetie, you had me. (posted: Sunday, November 11th, 2007)

how do you know when to give up when you’re wooing someone back? when he stops returning your messages? when his replies seem cold and distant? when he doesn’t make the effort of making conversation like he used to? a friend of mine read somewhere that people can usually feel if the attention previously given to them by another person has been diverted to another, i.e., you can usually tell via ‘gut feeling’ if the other person is not as interested in you anymore.tangina. yeah, i’m fucking feeling it.

i’m afraid i’ve lost him. and i’m not sure if my pride will permit me to go to ‘great lengths’ to win him back. ‘damn pride,’ that’s what others would say. but it’s not that easy to take the ‘great leap’ when you’re not even so sure about what you’re hoping for. to be honest, i’m still unsure about his intentions. and my devil’s advocate friends don’t exactly give me a good picture. but at some point…i think i saw something there…i thought i saw a putty tat, i did! i did saw a putty tat! (=P) haha. but seriously, i think i did see sincerity….on the other hand, maybe it was just an illusion. people do tend to see only what they want to see when they want something.

damnit. this entry sucks. what i really wanted to say was: i don’t know where i really stand when it comes to you. i don’t know if you’re just playing. i don’t know if you’re sincere enough.

you know what, i’ve reconsidered what i want to say. i’m NOT going to go around chasing you simply because i know i deserve better than this.

1. adrian Says:
   December 19th, 2007 at 7:31 am
   =’(
2. bernadine Says:
   December 21st, 2007 at 5:35 am
   =’( too.